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My Biggest fears:

littlemissmonica:

Letting someone become my whole life instead of part of my life and having them leave.

Living my life everyday on repeat.

Losing family.

Not being loved.

Oh well, this has already happened to me.

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Zoom Let me be a child for these few moments. K thanks.
I’m sitting here, feeling better. I hate the highs and the lows I go through, but that’s how my life is. I should learn that by now. But, I’m here feeling incredible. Music always makes me know who I am. Point blank.

Let me be a child for these few moments. K thanks.

I’m sitting here, feeling better. I hate the highs and the lows I go through, but that’s how my life is. I should learn that by now. But, I’m here feeling incredible. Music always makes me know who I am. Point blank.

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nq-zion:

I know I can’t sing. I just love this song <3

Lmao, yes you can. I loved the ending so much, I literally LOL’d like an idiot on Stickam.

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I’m revealing myself and posting this Tumblr on my other one. People need to know how I feel and the affects they have on people. Depending on the persons that they are, they’ll change or they’ll hold it against me. Either way, I could care less. I speak my mind freely now. Forget what they said.

Natalie Roxanne.

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I Am Broke

I’ve been weakened. I want to run out this damn house and scream at the top of my lungs and start running. I want to run away from here. I can’t stand it. I swear, I hope to everything that by the 17th I will be done with school. I’m not going to stand for this any longer. I just want to go back to my old ways. I want to rip the very skin I wear. I want to drown in anger. I want my fists to be broken by familiar faces that have hurt my very heart. They’ve ripped it off my sleeve and wonder why I am the way that I am now. It’s only getting worse. I don’t know what I’m going to do. I need to get out, refresh my mind. Because I am hurt. I am hurting. I’m tired of going to bed crying. And now I WAKE UP crying? No. I’m sick of this. I’m sick of the people I know. I’m sick of this town. I finally let it honestly get to me. I need a change.

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Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed but sometimes the pain gets you where you least expect it. Hits way below the belt and doesn’t let up. Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can’t outrun it and life always makes more.

— Grey’s Anatomy

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The Smiths - Please, Please, Please, Let Me Get What I Want

Soundtrack to my life.

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When ex boyfriends want to bring you down for moving on?
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Zoom When did my heart become such a cold place?

When did my heart become such a cold place?

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Oh, okay. Yeah, there are a few good people out there. I think we might still be able to turn things around in this world. I mean, things are pretty shitty and whatnot. But, who knows, maybe people will actually take the time to know and love one another maybe people will learn to stop fighting and start caring.
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